Filed under: KL Misc
Dear hermit story, I would like to say I miss you and I love you apologetically. I know it’d been a long time since I last clean up the dust on you, but please do not blame me. If you really want to search for the black sheep, it would be noone else other than SAM from Taylor’s College. Sam? Not Samuel, not Samantha, and probably not Sammy. It’s South Australian Matriculation offered by Taylor’s College. It had been putting me under pressure and stress for months that I hardly could pass a day without worrying assignment and noticing due dates.
Today, I’m here to give a brief update to you.
First of all, I shall show you the place I’m staying for this whole year, an apartment named My Place Apartment. Yes, that’s my place. Do come visit my place when you are free at My Place Apartment. Thank you.
It seriously looks like a resort right? Yes, it looks that nice. With swimming pool somemore. Too bad, the security over here, memangnya laoya. Weeks ago, when I opened my door, I saw a patch of blood just by my doorstep. Then patches and pools of blood leads me to my college, which is like only a 3 minutes walk. Er, if u happened to be a chms student, then it should be the distance between the secondary block to the Darussalam Hall.
Then, introducing my comfort zone. My ROOOOM. Staying with two biatches, namely LeePatPo and SimPatPo.
Then, my two housemates. Miss Pyramid and Miss Shit u. There;s another who’s name is Strawberry, but I guess I shouldnt post her pic up first before I get rid of my strawberryphobia. Everything she owns is strawberry, her shoes, her drawing on her door, her friendster primary photos, her msn display pic and even her laptop wallpaper. Cool, aint she?
HER Strawberry Drawing on Door.
Next, some vain pics of mine which is a MUST
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Three shall be enough.
Now, I shall tell about my new kawan. Miss Belinda the Claudia, aka Belinda Pagar.
Bah, this entry shall be too long. Now, I’ll end this post with some random pics.
First, dishes by housemate dan ahwen.
Second, me n min at superstar’s shooting spot. Wahaha, we watched it live with peiyi n ahchai o! Syok sekali!
Last but not least, spy and me fooling around at sunway pyramid.
Till here, baby..
Filed under: Brunei
Been back here for 7 days already and I finally got to set my foot in the Mall. Tonight has been rather special. Finally, an outing with cousins. I couldn’t remember when was the last time we had such outing. We don’t usually go out for a meal or gathering whether there’s a special occassion or not. Tonight, has been a rather unforgettable night.
A group of 14 or 15 invaded Excapade. Once I got there, I saw that face that I’ve been dwelling on these days. It was him. He just came back from hometown and was having a dinner together with family. Was amazed how we two were brought together at the same restaurant. Sigh, fate fate fate, what can I say? Haha. Later, saw Vita and her gang. She still looks as lengzai as she is. Haha. It aint joke! Even friends from KL asked me who that ‘lengzai’ is when I viewed her friendster pics and demanded for me to introduce ‘him’ to her. How attractive one could be? Haha. Sigh, another great product from Sibu. Proud to be a Fu-chow-ian. Haha.
Later, saw Wei and the gang at mall. Had a short talk with Wei, and our talks are somewhat ‘raw’. Since I left for KL, I think there’s a lil gap between us. Not only with Wei, even with Adrian too. My bestest fwen on earth and second best huh? What position are they standing in my heart right now? How do I measure their presence, their existence and their participation in my life right now? I could say they once seized a vast territory, but now, I couldn’t say that anymore. As a matter of fact, I guess I somewhat ‘neglected’ them while I’m away. Been busy coping up with life, don’t even have the leisure time to spend on chattings and writing a post. Clothes washing, food cooking, housemates gossiping; time just passed like that. Maybe I couldn’t get to be a smart organizer of my time yet.
People sets up new year resolutions, and ahwen’s going to set up her ‘new semester resolution’ today. Ngekngekngek.
First, no more Ramly burgers everynight! It’s making ur tummy bloating. You want no tummy that looks as if you are already pregnant with a soon-to-born baby right? NO BURGERS EVERYNIGHT! But one or two every week should be okay. Haha.
Second, no more nocturnal lifes. Sleeping not earlier than 1 am everynight after you went to KL is not a wise thing to do. Especially to your ‘delicate’ skin. It’s not a wise thing to do if you care for your health either. You don’t want people to be calling you auntie with those wrinkles of you when you are only 20 years old! You have class to attend early morning at 8, therefore, SLEEP EARLY! 11 is your bed time already. Don’t mess up your biological clock chabo!
Third, do your assignments on time and really do it when you are doing it. Don’t do it because you hafta pass up your work but do it with all your heart, put more effort and DON’T DO IT ON THE ELEVENTH HOUR! More self-study, be diligent, be keen on what you’re doing. It’s not going to benefit any other person other than yourself. Be the you who’s always full of enthusiasm in whatever what she’s doing.
Fourth, don’t be stingy to send a mail or message or even a call to fellows in Brunei. They are the best friends you have afterall. Keep in touch and update yourself with them. Try your best.
Last but not least, jot down what you undergo and be aware of the changes within you. Keep an eye on the blooming of maturity, stages of life you are experiencing, the acme of teenage life.
To conclude in a sentence, don’t be lazy and slack around anymore. Haha.
Well, after my resolution, back to the main talk today. After catching up with Wei, there we go to catch a movie, Ghostrider. Worth watching, two thumbs up from me, won’t hypnotize you. Grab a ticket and watch it if you want, I don’t want to be a story teller here and spoil the movie.
Oh my, oh my, look at the time now. 2:35am. What an early bird I’m being. Time to get some rest. Till here. Out and drop.
Filed under: Events
14th of February. Valentine’s Day. Had already passed 16 Valentine’s Day in my whole life and I never feel like this before. Over here in college, it’s as if everyone’s promoting you to have a valentine. There’s this love note shoutouts, sending kisses to the one you’ve secretly admired for long time, buying stuff toys for your dear, roses and bouquets of flowers. It totally matches the saying ’love is in the air’. It’s like every breath u take, there’s a high concentration of love blending together with the air. Yes, it really makes one to have the desire to grab a boyfren or galfren and have a romantic dinner nightout in a restaurant. What could be better than having a dinner with your love one, with romantic background music played by saxophone, luxurious meal and matching ambience?
Talking about the Vday reminds me that i’ve never got a chance to spend my valentine’s with him. All these years, there’s always something that breaks two of us apart. It’s always that he’s either far away in KL or that he’s faraway in Sibu for the upcoming Chinese New Year. To sum up, this is the 3rd Valentine that I’ve passed since I got together with him. First year, I received the Levi’s couple baby-tee from him. But, he’s in Sibu. Second year, I received a box of chocolate airmailed all the way from KL and a Valentine’s card as tall as I am. But, he’s in KL. Third year, I received a necklace, platinum necklace from Diamond&Platinum. Finally, we got to spend the Vday together. He’s in KL and I’m in KL too =)
When you talk about any occassions celebrated in KL, people do it big. When I mean big, i do mean it’s merry. Every corner of the street is reminding you that the Vday’s coming, and you better grab something from the stores for your loved one or else u’ll be doomed, I can assure you of that. Teddy bears, roses, cards, chocolates, rings, necklaces, clothings, French cuisine, Thai cuisine, everyone has different likings with uncountable varieties. The streets are full with lovey-dovey couples, it’s easy to get jealous, especially when you are single and every single person is asking where are you going to spend ur night despite them knowing that you have no company, and you’ll be lonely when the lovebirds out there hold each other’s hands passionately. In my case, luckily, I have a company. I went to StationOne, a place where people sings on stage and you could have ur dedications done while indulging yourself in this love season. I love that place. Not romantic but somewhat special. Actually it’s not the place that matters, it’s who you’re with that really matters. Ain’t I right?
Not going to tell exactly how I spent my night that day but yea, I could feel love drowning me. 14th of February, a point where Part II starts after 10months of parting. You wouldnt understand what I’m saying unless you know me really well. Let us just keep it that way and we’ll live happily ever after =_=
Filed under: RandomRantings
KL. A place where I am in. A place where people seeks for their dreams. A place where it’s so far away from home.
It’ve been only a month plus since I left Brunei and it already seems like forever since I last have a nice talk with my dears. Life here has been great. After a month of struggling with the busy life here, I finally could manage my time. Time here actually passes faster than Brunei’s. Time here passes so fast that you never got to realize an hour has been wasted just like that.
Life here is exactly distinct from those we lead on in Brunei. It’s extremely time consuming, money consuming and also energy consuming here. If you were not fast enough to do things on time, you’ll be discriminated or left behind. If you want to survive, u better work hard. In Brunei, u could just waste your time and eat bread and pass ur day. Over here, you wont even have a share of bread.
What I dislike most bout this place is that, all Chinese are bananas, those sinful supporters leading westernization to take place.On thevery first day I went for class, everyone is blabbing English and there’s hardly people who speaks chinese despite it’s their mother tongue. There’s even people who is so proud that they don’t speak Chineseand DONT UNDERSTAND CHINESE AT ALL! Feel like peeling those banana skins off and munch munch munch. And then weeks later, everyone is blabbing chinese. Sheez, as though speaking chinese when u first met someone is such a disgrace. Now, 9 outta 10 person speak chinese. What a weird culture here huh?
2 weeks later. 2 weeks and i’ll be back in Brunei. Can’t believe I’ve survive through this weeks. Wonder how’s everyone back in Brunei. Sigh, I miss home.
Filed under: Me N Myself
Instead of
“You sure know how to make people smile.”
I said,
“You have the potential to be a clown. I might consider hiring you.”
Sorry if you think there’s hard feelings. I didn’t meant it. No, I’m not apologizing for sealing my lips. Yes, I’m unwilling to tell you who he is, because I think that you shouldn’t be that bossy. I need to be treated as a human with her rights to decide for herself infront of you. Don’t think there’s a need to let you know, wat’s the point of tellling you? No harm revealing who he actually is, but no, you don’t have that privilege to know everything about me. Anymore.
And another HE. Sorry, didn’t know you were that serious. I thought you were another guy with a swap of honey on his lips, therefore neglecting that sincere heart in you. But stop talking those rubbishes with me, that’s just a waste of time. Physically or spiritually, I’m not that good as you thought I am. We are miles apart, you don’t know me well enough to tell me that u will wait for me. I don’t deserve your patience. You’re just another stranger that’s merely living in the computer. You don’t deserve my patience either.
Sorry to another two friends out there. Ruined the whole kk plan. Am not going anymore, think we gals are going to pass our Christmas in Brunei. I know, there’s nothing else for me to say other than sorry, sorry and sorry. I’ve breached my promise, I’ve ruined the plan, I’m the sinful one.
Sorry fuu, not goin Curtin anymore.
Sorry mom, for being kinda stubborn these days and being such a ruthless one without manners when I’m talking with you.
Sorry friends, am leaving that soon to KL. Didnt really get to tell you guys of my decision.
Argh, I’m such a sinner.
Filed under: BullShiatz
Feel Like A Woman
As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, “If I’m going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman.
She removes all her clothing and asks, “Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?”
A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, “Here, iron this!”
Impossible To Please
A group of girlfriends is on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: “For Women Only.” Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in.
The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. “We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It’s easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what’s inside.”
So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: “All the men on this floor are short and plain.” The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor.The sign on the second floor reads: “All the men here are short and handsome.” Still, this isn’t good enough, so the friends continue on up.They reach the third floor and the sign reads: “All the men here are tall and plain.”They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up. On the fourth floor, the sign is perfect: “All the men here are tall and handsome.” The women get all excited and are going in when they realize that there is still one floor left. Wondering what they are missing, they head on up to the fifth floor.
There they find a sign that reads: “There are no men here. This floor was built only to prove that there is no way to please a woman
Bathroom Humor
I am barely sitting down when I hear a voice from the other stall saying: “Hi, how are you?”
I’m not the type to start a conversation or fraternize in men’s rooms at a rest stop but, I don’t know what got into me, so I answer, somewhat embarrassedly: “Not badAnd the other guy says: “So what’s up with you?”
What a question? At that point, I’m thinking this is too bizarre so I say: “I’m like you, just traveling east!”
Then I hear the guy say nervously… “LISTEN!!! I’ll have to call you back, there’s an idiot in the other stall who keeps answering all my questions, bye
The Rope
Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter, ten men and one woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They were not able to name that person, until the woman held a very touching speech.
She said that she will voluntarily let go off the rope, because as a woman she is used to give up everything for her husband and kids, or for men in general, without ever getting anything in return. As soon as she finished her speech, all men started clapping their hands……..
Man Vs. Woman
A man will pay $200 for a $100 item he needs. A woman will pay $100 for a $200 item she doesn’t need.
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
Married men live longer than single men. But married men are a lot more willing to die than single men.
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn’t. A man marries a woman expecting that she won’t change, and she does.
Filed under: Me N Myself
I know, as we go on, we’ll meet times when we are to make decisions in order to pursue our journey. We are all going to ask ourselves in doubt. Is this the right path I’m leading? To the left, or to the right? Empty minded, I stand in between the paths puzzling where should I head to. There seems to be no finish line, and every paths are never ending paths. All I could do is to follow my heart.
For some people, they know where exactly they wanted to be. They have everything plotted in their mind, they visualise their future in mind, they are capable in believing in themselves, they have the determination within them, then they drew a map for themselves and they own their own compass. They won’t lost their way, even if they did, they can easily get on the right track again when they check on their compass.
I tried to draw up maps, imitating those people. Trying to draw the routes as accurately as possible. Failure is the word to describe my work. I’m not confident in it, I don’t trust myself, I’m always reluctant to step out. Even if I have the best map of all, I dare not to believe in my own work. Furthermore, I’m directionless without compass. Pathetic. I need my compass.
A compass just to tell me that I’ve made the right decision. A compass just to build up my self confidence. A compass just to persuade and lure me to step forward. I just need someone to give me the assurance, whether it’s true or just another lie to make me believe I’ve made the best decision among all the other options.
Yet, I’m still in search of my compass.
Filed under: Events
13 years of hard work, finally, I’m graduating. We are all graduating!
I thought I’ll be in soaked in the sickening nostalgia and soaked in tears and mucus. Unexpectedly, yes I did, in the tears and mucus of my deary fellow friends, especially CCY who’s leaving Brunei on 30th this month, 4 days later.
“我下次回来的时候，我们一定要再一起跳 Mr.Q 和 Rising Sun。”
That simple line activated my tear ducts instantly. Though we weren’t close friends, but having a chance to know each other and be friends since Primary 5 till now, 7 years, werent that easy.
When I asked him to stop the weepings and sobbings after the ceremony and asked him to go home and rest, he said
“我迟一点才走。我要趁我还在的时候，能够看到汶中的时候就尽量看久一点。以后，或许没有机会看到了。”
And there’s Kelvin, a great guy, a great friend that I cldnt get to hang out with him much. There’s Angie, Chiaw, Wansien, Chiann, Piang, EngYun, SuLee, Aaron, Foo, Kelv, Tony, Josh, Muiz, Peiyi, Yan, Hui, SzYee and of course Anisa who was once my best friend. Sigh, friends come and go they say. Another platonic friendship’s gone. I know with the advanced technology nowadays, we could easily contact our highschool classmates, they are just like one click away. However, for me, there’s different classes of friends of distinct purposes. Some for hanging out, some for spilling out some heart to heart talks, some for crappings, some to keep u company and some for building up ur confidence by random talkings. Friends arent really bosom friends if you don’t go yamchars, watch movies, shoppings, hang arounds regularly. Just like plants, if you dont water them daily, the plants will surely wilt, regardless of how much fertilisers u’ve sow.
On this special night 25-11-2006, we shouted at the top of our voice to show our supports, we all danced passionately in a pool of principal, teachers and fellow friends, we cried our heart out because it’s finally the harvest of our cultivations all these years, we hugged each other because we knew that that’s the last gathering for all and that we cld never ever spend out night together anymore, we had fun, we had joy, we had the best night ever, the merriest and happiest of all.
Some to MD, some to JIS, some to miri, some to kl, some to aussie. Distractive and busy packed life pulled us apart. We might reunion one day, but we wldnt be that close anymore. We might talk, chat and laugh together like how we used to be but I’m sure there’s an unknown piece of barrier in between us, though we’re physically close, we’re spiritually distant. Sigh, how I wish I could freeze time.
Proud but reluctantly I shall say, I’m officially an ex-chms-ian.
Time passes without us realising. Merciless one.
