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14th of February. Valentine’s Day. Had already passed 16 Valentine’s Day in my whole life and I never feel like this before. Over here in college, it’s as if everyone’s promoting you to have a valentine. There’s this love note shoutouts, sending kisses to the one you’ve secretly admired for long time, buying stuff toys for your dear, roses and bouquets of flowers. It totally matches the saying ’love is in the air’. It’s like every breath u take, there’s a high concentration of love blending together with the air. Yes, it really makes one to have the desire to grab a boyfren or galfren and have a romantic dinner nightout in a restaurant. What could be better than having a dinner with your love one, with romantic background music played by saxophone, luxurious meal and matching ambience?
Talking about the Vday reminds me that i’ve never got a chance to spend my valentine’s with him. All these years, there’s always something that breaks two of us apart. It’s always that he’s either far away in KL or that he’s faraway in Sibu for the upcoming Chinese New Year. To sum up, this is the 3rd Valentine that I’ve passed since I got together with him. First year, I received the Levi’s couple baby-tee from him. But, he’s in Sibu. Second year, I received a box of chocolate airmailed all the way from KL and a Valentine’s card as tall as I am. But, he’s in KL. Third year, I received a necklace, platinum necklace from Diamond&Platinum. Finally, we got to spend the Vday together. He’s in KL and I’m in KL too =)
When you talk about any occassions celebrated in KL, people do it big. When I mean big, i do mean it’s merry. Every corner of the street is reminding you that the Vday’s coming, and you better grab something from the stores for your loved one or else u’ll be doomed, I can assure you of that. Teddy bears, roses, cards, chocolates, rings, necklaces, clothings, French cuisine, Thai cuisine, everyone has different likings with uncountable varieties. The streets are full with lovey-dovey couples, it’s easy to get jealous, especially when you are single and every single person is asking where are you going to spend ur night despite them knowing that you have no company, and you’ll be lonely when the lovebirds out there hold each other’s hands passionately. In my case, luckily, I have a company. I went to StationOne, a place where people sings on stage and you could have ur dedications done while indulging yourself in this love season. I love that place. Not romantic but somewhat special. Actually it’s not the place that matters, it’s who you’re with that really matters. Ain’t I right?
Not going to tell exactly how I spent my night that day but yea, I could feel love drowning me. 14th of February, a point where Part II starts after 10months of parting. You wouldnt understand what I’m saying unless you know me really well. Let us just keep it that way and we’ll live happily ever after =_=
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13 years of hard work, finally, I’m graduating. We are all graduating!
I thought I’ll be in soaked in the sickening nostalgia and soaked in tears and mucus. Unexpectedly, yes I did, in the tears and mucus of my deary fellow friends, especially CCY who’s leaving Brunei on 30th this month, 4 days later.
“我下次回来的时候，我们一定要再一起跳 Mr.Q 和 Rising Sun。”
That simple line activated my tear ducts instantly. Though we weren’t close friends, but having a chance to know each other and be friends since Primary 5 till now, 7 years, werent that easy.
When I asked him to stop the weepings and sobbings after the ceremony and asked him to go home and rest, he said
“我迟一点才走。我要趁我还在的时候，能够看到汶中的时候就尽量看久一点。以后，或许没有机会看到了。”
And there’s Kelvin, a great guy, a great friend that I cldnt get to hang out with him much. There’s Angie, Chiaw, Wansien, Chiann, Piang, EngYun, SuLee, Aaron, Foo, Kelv, Tony, Josh, Muiz, Peiyi, Yan, Hui, SzYee and of course Anisa who was once my best friend. Sigh, friends come and go they say. Another platonic friendship’s gone. I know with the advanced technology nowadays, we could easily contact our highschool classmates, they are just like one click away. However, for me, there’s different classes of friends of distinct purposes. Some for hanging out, some for spilling out some heart to heart talks, some for crappings, some to keep u company and some for building up ur confidence by random talkings. Friends arent really bosom friends if you don’t go yamchars, watch movies, shoppings, hang arounds regularly. Just like plants, if you dont water them daily, the plants will surely wilt, regardless of how much fertilisers u’ve sow.
On this special night 25-11-2006, we shouted at the top of our voice to show our supports, we all danced passionately in a pool of principal, teachers and fellow friends, we cried our heart out because it’s finally the harvest of our cultivations all these years, we hugged each other because we knew that that’s the last gathering for all and that we cld never ever spend out night together anymore, we had fun, we had joy, we had the best night ever, the merriest and happiest of all.
Some to MD, some to JIS, some to miri, some to kl, some to aussie. Distractive and busy packed life pulled us apart. We might reunion one day, but we wldnt be that close anymore. We might talk, chat and laugh together like how we used to be but I’m sure there’s an unknown piece of barrier in between us, though we’re physically close, we’re spiritually distant. Sigh, how I wish I could freeze time.
Proud but reluctantly I shall say, I’m officially an ex-chms-ian.
Time passes without us realising. Merciless one.
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Something is so so UNCOOL! It brought us high up the sky, reached the heaven, greeted angels, played with Cupid’s love arrows and then, in a twinkling, gravity force pulled us right down and there we go, slamming on the ground, yelling and crying out loud in pain. Not the exam. Not the weather. It’s the Graduation Night!
Fashion Show cancelled?! Graduation theme song = PengYou?! No outsiders before the formal ceremony? AhSir filtering and identifying faces infront of Hall’s Maindoor? I’m gna revive The-Oh-So-Boring-Choir? Fashion Show no more! Fashion Today no more! 50’s, 60’s, 70’s lenglois and lengzais no more!!!
Really o-mi-god! Was so so looking forward to the graduation night, the gathering, the F5B Grand Project. F5B’s Last Grand Project! Argh, stop the rantings wen, noone wants sth like tat to happen.
Okay, so it’s 3:13am right now. I’m wide awake. Yes, widout the intake of caffeine. The 3rd night I’m being sleepless. Just finished my physics revision. Not too bad, just started flipping the textbook at straight 10pm. The first page makes me sleepy. The last page makes me feel hopeless. Even the front cover of the book managed to make my eyes shut for a few seconds. Its green isn’t for nothing, green colour makes ur eyes rest, yes, so comfortable that I feel like relaxing it on bed.
My brain keeps thinking of this and that. It’s restless. Even when I go bed, there are still words running and rattling in my brain. A combination of this and that, of the study content, of the graduation ceremony, of my year end vacation, of my future, and even of the eyebags hanging loosely above my cheek. Is this pre-Mental-Breakdown Syndrome? So that’s how I got my NegroBF Dream? Damn it, should stop thinking bout that.
Bah, bedtym..*dozing off*
Quote of the day:
Revisions are for idiots, are you an idiot? – Dr.Hii, Nov 2006
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It’s November the 7th, and it’s Shien the princess, 16th bday!
Sent a message to her lasnyt,
“Hail to our princess! Happy bday my dear! May ur sweetest 16 fill up with happiness and shower with presents! I’ll definitely grab one for you for sure! We are the ‘fei-est’ friends of all and if i were to choose, i’d lyk to be your friend for, forever! We can, do we? Having such a cutie and sweetie like you as my friend’s makin me feeling blissful! Gift from heaven? haha.. Love you to bits! Muacks! Have a tyt sleep and lots of lots of sweet dreams my dear! See ya tml pretty! =) “
Now, what should i grab from the stores or the mall for her? Hm..
